Wave is Potential; Particle is Matter; LIGHT is BOTH
We are made up of light. Therefore, we contain the principles of light - we are both waves and particles at the same time.
When I go deeply into my heart-based meditation, I embody more of the principles of waves. That’s why I feel buzzy, as if I am more ethereal in nature.
To be more in my “particle state” is to be more dense. That’s why I’m not very excited to “come back” after a meditation.
What’s the difference? How do I shift between wave and particle? The answer: an observer. See: double slit experiment (on youtube).
Who is the observer? I am!
When I meditate, my “observer” awareness sinks back into itself, as if it goes away. It blends back into what some people call “the unified field”. So if the observer is the reason waves (ie. potential) collapse into particles (ie. matter), and if I can “suspend” my observer’s qualities of observing, then I become less matter and more potential. I’m less collapsed into 3D reality. I’m more of a concept than a being.
And when I sustain myself in this state of potential, or wave, I find myself on the same frequency where all information resides. It’s not necessarily a place, but you can think of it like frequency, maybe even like a radio station. If I am densely enmeshed into a low frequency in my waking 3-dimensional existence on Earth, it’s like listening to a choppy AM radio station that barely gets any reception. If I am enmeshed in a heart-based meditation where my earthly consciousness goes away - my awareness of myself - it’s like being at a high definition movie theater and instead of watching the movie, I am INSIDE if it.
Why I enjoy this heart-based meditation so much is because my “problems” are non-existent while I’m in this state. I lose awareness of the petty personal problems that my ego identifies with. Victimhood goes away. Fales stories unattach themselves to the way I am feeling. And my grievances… with ANYTHING, cease to exist.
Sounds blissful right?! It is!
So you might question why someone doesn’t remain in or obtain this state as much as possible. Great question!
As blissful as it feels, we are also manifested in a particle reality state. To spend 24 hours each day in hart-based meditation is not to participate in the experience of 3rd dimensional reality (life as we know it). Btu we are both! We are particle and we are wave. Most people forget the wave part, or aren’t interested enough to explore why they should care. And to ONLY focus on meditation (the wave state) is to run from this beaufiul experience and experiment of life in the 3rd dimension and all its usefull lessons and principles. I’ll tell you what I mean…
Based on what FEELS true in our waking particle state, we can use that experience to melt away the facade and come to higher understandings of our earthly experiences.
For example, while I just meditated, I didn’t once think to grab my phone and scroll social media like I unconsciously do several times per day. However, when I came back from my meditation, I noticed the habitual pattern to reach for it, but I was till experiencing the benefits of my meditation and was able to experience this as an unconscious patter rather than something I actually wanted (or consciously decided) to do. The further I get from my heart-based meditation, or even my heart-based consciousness in my waking state, the less presence I have to the idea I don’t actually want to scroll, and the more likely I am to succumb to the urge, the temptation, or the automatic behavior of reaching for my phone.
What does this tell me? This tells me I really would like to prioritize my heart-based consciousness as much as possible - all of the time if I can! - so that I only do what I want from the seat of my awareness in a wave-based state. *This tells me I “practice” more by meditating more days of the week and more times per day feeling into my heart space. This will allow me to stay present to my true essence of wave AND particle state, resulting in me operating my whole life for my whole time through my heart. I’ll be less controlled by unconscious urges and I’ll make better decisions in my life. I’ll stay out of my head, so to speak!
This has all sorts of implications with how I experience my life, from choosing higher frequency timelines, to having incredible experiences and relationships, to experiencing wild and frequent serendipity, and on and on and on.
This is how life gets joyful and blissful all the time.
This is what I am committed to embodying. And the best part? I simply need to spend more time accessing, tuning into, and feeling my heart, until eventually I live my life through the heart 100% of the time. I will have successfully anchored wave-based reality into particle-based reality. I’ll be riding the wave on top f all these particles ;)